(Well, it's a series, but I'm still going to count it as one continuous story.)
We Don't Talk About the DrawerficIt was only this past December that I posted anything to AO3 longer than 10k. My public output up to that point was largely one-shots and drabbles. Over the years, I think my productivity has slowed as my writing quality improved. My mounds of unposted drawerfic are a testament to this. For instance: over the span of 4 months in 2013, I wrote nearly
100k words. Most of that is terrible and will not see the light of day.
Though, I have been a bit inspired by a post
deerna made about Obsidian to at least organize those old fics more nicely. My current setup is just dumping them all into zip files and backing those up on a couple different devices.Anyway, I think the revision process has always been a challenge for me. I'm comfortable with the act of editing itself, but I'm highly critical of my own writing, and the amount of things I want to fix can be overwhelming, especially when the solution doesn't feel clear. But I think I've finally found a way that works for me, and as such, I have not only been able to post a 14k fic for Yuletide, but also to write and post a
24k series! It consists of a prequel set in the future ("Closing the Loop"), a fic building out the tension and action ("Playing the Part"), and then the porn chapter ("Deepening the Craft"), which I posted on a separate archive-locked account.
I've found plot structure the best way to get unstuck. For the Yuletide fic, I very much drew upon the nuts and bolts of three acts. They so helpfully segment out the rising of the stakes, the worsening of short- and long-term problems, the evolution of internal and external conflict, the introduction of pinch points... as I wrote and revised, I kept coming back to those elements. It helped me get a handle on things instead of becoming overwhelmed.
I don't do this every time, but when I feel that something about a scene is unsatisfying, I make myself write out answers to several questions until I feel clarity. Who are the characters before versus after this scene? Does it increase tension, advance the plot, or reveal a character's goal (it should do at least one of those)? Does it show character development, show the cause/effect of the characters' conflict, reinforce or raise the stakes, or reveal something about the character's motivation? Does the scene change negatively or positively? Is it a scene that follow the "goal -> conflict -> disaster" pattern, or is it a "reaction to disaster -> dilemma -> decision" deal?
This does feel rather excessive when I recall that I began to write this particular series simply because I wanted to write two characters fucking. But so it goes, in the world of fanfiction. I swear, I tried
really hard to just make them have sex and be done with it, but they insisted on 17k of set-up first.
The Fic Itself( More detail about the canonical context and where I diverged )Some fun AO3 tags I got to use for this:
Identity Porn, this time literal, Fake Femdom, Idiots in Lust